Full Moon

So, two weeks ago (give or take) I felt really really good. I checked the moon chart just to see if it were a full moon. Full moon would mean that the moon was approx. opposite the sun. Maybe the gravitational pull was making me feel lighter and more energetic. However, it was actually the new moon.

Now, today, for the full moon, I feel really anxious. It’s been getting worse for the past couple of days, and then this morning it hits. I kept hitting the snooze. I really didn’t want to get out of bed and go to work. Even my horoscope says to take it easy and not get too riled up about things. It’s going to be a shitty day.

I don’t know if I believe in all the hocus pocus, but I know how I feel, and I know how I act when I feel this way: I get really confrontational and want to do things that make me feel good.

I want to have band practice again. We haven’t jammed since our pad got evacuated for a forest fire. But they’re back in again, no harm to the house (thankfully), but no call yet to have another practice. I sometimes feel like I’m the only one in the band who wants to keep it going. I know that we all want to play shows, but we need a singer first and we’re still auditioning. Then it’ll be at least a couple of months before we’re ready to hit the stage.

Hrumph. I guess I’ll take my chill pill for the day and let all alone.